It was anything but quiet in my house today.

My children, overwhelmed with excitement, could not be contained. My daughter pounded out her Christmas carols on the piano, while my son pounded out those little plastic blocks from the Don’t Break the Ice game. The dryer was going. The dishwasher was going. The brother-sister spats were flying. And it was loud in my head, as I was wrapping up all the loose ends of work and Christmas preparations and packing, while refereeing and entertaining.

But then my son went down for a nap, and my husband and daughter fell asleep while reading Harry Potter…and the house was blissfully quiet. And I took advantage. I poured myself a glass of wine, grabbed my journal, and headed outside to put my feet up and just think. Just enjoy the quiet. Just think about this story:

In those days Caesar Augustus issued a decree that a census should be taken of the entire Roman world. ² (This was the first census that took place while Quirinius was governor of Syria.) ³ And everyone went to their own town to register.

⁴ So Joseph also went up from the town of Nazareth in Galilee to Judea, to Bethlehem the town of David, because he belonged to the house and line of David. ⁵ He went there to register with Mary, who was pledged to be married to him and was expecting a child.⁶ While they were there, the time came for the baby to be born, ⁷ and she gave birth to her firstborn, a son. She wrapped him in cloths and placed him in a manger, because there was no guest room available for them.

⁸ And there were shepherds living out in the fields nearby, keeping watch over their flocks at night. ⁹ An angel of the Lord appeared to them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them, and they were terrified. ¹⁰ But the angel said to them, “Do not be afraid. I bring you good news that will cause great joy for all the people. ¹¹ Today in the town of David a Savior has been born to you; he is the Messiah, the Lord. ¹² This will be a sign to you: You will find a baby wrapped in cloths and lying in a manger.”

¹³ Suddenly a great company of the heavenly host appeared with the angel, praising God and saying,

¹⁵ When the angels had left them and gone into heaven, the shepherds said to one another, “Let’s go to Bethlehem and see this thing that has happened, which the Lord has told us about.”

¹⁶ So they hurried off and found Mary and Joseph, and the baby, who was lying in the manger. ¹⁷ When they had seen him, they spread the word concerning what had been told them about this child, ¹⁸ and all who heard it were amazed at what the shepherds said to them. ¹⁹ But Mary treasured up all these things and pondered them in her heart. ²⁰ The shepherds returned, glorifying and praising God for all the things they had heard and seen, which were just as they had been told (Luke 2:1-20). 

And to marvel at this mystery:

 In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.² He was with God in the beginning. ³ Through him all things were made; without him nothing was made that has been made. ⁴ In him was life, and that life was the light of all mankind. ⁵ The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome^[a] it.

⁶ There was a man sent from God whose name was John. ⁷ He came as a witness to testify concerning that light, so that through him all might believe. ⁸ He himself was not the light; he came only as a witness to the light.

⁹ The true light that gives light to everyone was coming into the world. ¹⁰ He was in the world, and though the world was made through him, the world did not recognize him.¹¹ He came to that which was his own, but his own did not receive him. ¹² Yet to all who did receive him, to those who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God— ¹³ children born not of natural descent, nor of human decision or a husband’s will, but born of God.

¹⁴ The Word became flesh and made his dwelling among us. We have seen his glory, the glory of the one and only Son, who came from the Father, full of grace and truth.

¹⁵ (John testified concerning him. He cried out, saying, “This is the one I spoke about when I said, ‘He who comes after me has surpassed me because he was before me.’”)¹⁶ Out of his fullness we have all received grace in place of grace already given. ¹⁷ For the law was given through Moses; grace and truth came through Jesus Christ. ¹⁸ No one has ever seen God, but the one and only Son, who is himself God and^[b] is in closest relationship with the Father, has made him known (John 1:1-17). 

We all will hear these familiar words in church as we celebrate together tomorrow and on Christmas morning. We will worship. We will sing with our families and friends. The truth will ring out loudly among us.

But I’m also treasuring up these solitary, quiet hours on a Tuesday afternoon to ponder the fact that this story is for me. This Savior came for me.

Dear Lord, 

As I come to worship you this Christmas Eve and Day, please give me quiet moments to celebrate my personal relationship with you, too. Thank you for the opportunity to celebrate with my church, my family, and my friends. Thank you also for the quiet moments you give me to ponder the majesty and mystery of what happened when you came to earth to save me. Bless my worship. Accept my thanks. Forgive my distractions. Open my lips to sing your praise! In Jesus’ Name, Amen.